Flawed

After reading back through a few of my old posts, I have to say, I am impressed with some of the insightful snippets and bits of wisdom that show up every now and then in my writing. I’m not really sure where it comes from, because Lord knows in the midst of any kind of tough situation, or when it’s time to make a difficult decision, I can’t find an ounce of it anywhere in my head. I’m kind of ashamed to admit that I’m the person who has to bounce an idea off of everyone around me before I commit. I’ve never been a free-thinker; I need that validation from others. But not every decision can operate that way. Sometimes there’s no time for a three-way video chat with the besties before you have to make up your mind. Or maybe it’s a sensitive subject that you don’t want the world to know. I get such high anxiety in these situations because I’m terrified of making a wrong choice. I have a pretty significant track record of decisions that have had negative outcomes; at least enough to justify that fear in my mind. Whether it’s logical to anyone else or not really makes no difference. So there you have it.. a little insight into the workings of my mind. Indecisiveness: my greatest personality flaw.